crystalarose's Journal

9:27AM - cunfuzzled

Can anyone tell me definatly if Andrew Sims is actually gay or if his "relationship" is just a joke? I'm uberly cunzelled by it cause you can never tell when they are making a joke. Its driving me bonkers.

Current mood: confused

7:37PM - symphonic_elegy!!

symphonic_elegy 

Current mood: accomplished

11:42AM - problems

12:48AM - oh

Oh what a tangled web I weave.... *sigh*

Sarah<333 

Current mood: uncomfortable

9:50PM - well

he  called.... talked about her ... but called. That has to count for something right? maybe... I DUNNO! I'm all smiles on the outside... inside I'm dying even more.

Sarah<333

Current mood: depressed

9:13PM - I've decided

I've decided that if I dont here from him by tommorrow (which would have been our 3 year anniversy I'm done with him. Not only as a lover (which is already done) but with everything. I cant be crying my eyes out every night.

Current mood: hopeful

12:14PM - bah

i ended up not seeing him last night... i called him and told him i couldnt. be proud of me.

Sarah

10:16PM - I'm a failure........

He called me... and I agreed to see him. I'm getting ready now.... *cries*

Sarah<333

12:42PM

 Ganked this from narcissology. Do it K? 

Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love. Tell me how much you love me or how much you hate me. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say!

Current mood: awake

9:00PM - Adopt a Sarah Rose

 Does anyone have a couch I can crash on for awhile? I'm desperate to get away from my mothers house. Things are nuts here... the final straw being my mother and my grandmother have stolen my cat, Merlin. I'm sick of this... I need to get out of there... ASAP.
As most of you know ... I dont drive or have a job because my mothers over controling ways. I plan on getting one as soon as I can.. but I wont be able to until I get out of here... my mother wont allow it. I'm willing to do any type of housework ect that needs to be done... and I'll pay you back for your kindness once I get some money put together.
I'm not sure how long it will be for... hopefully only afew weeks. I'll be quiet as a mouse and do all your laundry, dishes, ect. that you want me too.
If you interested in helping me out send me a private message.
Thanx so much for taking the time to read this.

Sarah Rose<333

Current mood: pissed off

1:44PM - well ...

Well I took the "which mugglecaster are you quiz" and was going to post it here... but somehow I lost the code and I'm too lazy to redo it. So anyways... I'm apparently Eric Scull... I kinda wanted to be Andrew... he has a cute butt. 

Sarah<333

Current mood: tired

1:47PM - A great meme.

Reply to this post (indicating you want to participate in this meme), and I will write at least one thing I love about you, probably more. Then repost to your own journal and spread the love.

I will get over this!  I WILL NOT LET HIM RUIN EVERYTHING ABOUT ME!

Current mood: determined

Current music: "What Hurts the Most"- Rascal Flatts

12:15AM - Nothing's stopping me...

From ending it all now... maybe it would be better that way............. 

1:31PM - updates

1. I have a new boyfriend :) Yep and he's younger man! He's got long black hair with white and silver/grey tints. His name is Magic. :) Did I mention hes 8 weeks old? 
He's my new kitten!!! I got him last thursday and hes the most adorable thing ever. I'll post pictures later.
 
2.  My choir director is an ass... period.

3. I havent talked to Jake since 3 weeks before Prophecy. Not exactly my choice... but who knows... it could be for the best. Im pretty pissed at  him right now.

4. Did I mention my director is a fugly, mean-spirited, can't keep time to save his life, ass-whole?

Um... nothing else to report really. Well there is... but I cant talk about it. I need to get out. Anyone willing to let me come to their house for afew days. :) Of course.. you cant be that far away from me. afew hours max. :( It would be even better if you were willing to drive me back :) I, of course, could help with gas money.

Sarah<333

Current mood: blah

Current music: Plain White T's

12:16PM - UGH!

WORLD- 6511654321
ME-0

I am down too... lets see... ZERO friends. Stacey is selfish...and uses me... shes not my friend.... 
Im pretty sure Amanda and Ryan while we are on friends by speaking basis... i wont be really "seeing" much of them... Ive been getting a vibe. Its ok. I still like them
Jake.. yah ... CRAP. Im done with him. I mean it this time.
Other then that mom sabitoged everyone... *sigh* I need to get out of there.

DART is SHIT. They never come on time... im always late for class.

My choir "council" were talking shit about me in my presence today. I hate people. Why is everyone like.. "Sarah your so nice... you are so personable" ect.... but then they stick me in the back every chance they get. 

Sarah

8:30PM - wrock the boat

Im pretty sure I want to go on this HP cruise thing next year (over halloween 08)... I dont want to go by myself ... *sigh* so im going to have to talk someone into going with me. Yes I know its over the school year but you could take the week off of school (I mean who hasnt done that before) and hey... I'll even help you with your work. :P 
So please! 
info-http://groups.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=groups.groupProfile&groupID=106503001&MyToken=22efdebc-a49a-4e92-a39d-eae99d45ee2f
There is also a facebook group that i just joined that in my opinion explains everything better. 
Sarah<333

7:45PM - Portus to do list

Abit early but never-the-less needed.

1. Pay for registration - still waiting for Blue's check to get here *gulp*
2. Find Roomies- In Progress
3. Find out transportation- too early yet
4. figure out everything else

Sarah<333

9:52AM - birthday

todays my birthday.... woot. :/

11:51AM - i know what you did

I know you two laughed at me and lied to me... I was upset... very upset. However now i realize that thats what you wanted... and if you want to act like junior highers then you are stupid. You will never get any true friends in life because all the ones you have are just like you... one day you will feel the pain i have felt. 
your a douche ... no way around it... so go away.  you lost out on a great friend.... me. You will soon learn that the hard way when the friends you do have stab you in the back. I pity you.

Current mood: disappointed

11:41AM - prophecy and my 21st b-day!!!!!!!!!!!!

Prophecy was a BLAST! I so want to go to portus and i will be sure to make more time for volunteering... CAUSE IT WAS MY FAVORITE THING! ;p Somehow i ended up spending most of my time in the common room ... O_O;... next time i want to spend more time at m&g!! It was so fun... even though i had to explain the way to the mezzine like 10 billion times. :) Kristin i have an extreme respect for you and ZZ... you guys were ALWAYS working! and CAMI!!!!! jeeze i wouldnt be able to do you job! Glockgirl im so sorry i couldnt help out in the A&G this year... i will next year! i promise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs*
Amanda! Thanx for being such a great friend!!! we need to hang out before portus!!! I wont be able to stand a year without  seeing you. :) Ryan and you are so cute btw. :)

so todays my last day being 20.......... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! It shouldnt be this close...... *sigh* 

will post more later!
Sarah<333

Current mood: tired

Current music: when you say you love me- Josh Groben